I was 16 at the time and she was 7 at the time I had been masturbating for about a year, almost no porn or anything like that, it was the 80’s no internet and porn was hard to come by.
I felt so bad, I knew I was her hero, but never really thought much about how it would impact her life until right then.
As I laid in my bed alone I jerked off two more times thinking of Faith and after each time I felt guilty.